I always write about the guy I love so much.
I always think about him —- all day and all night.
I considered him as the main reason behind my smiles and my tears.
He may have torn my heart into pieces. I may have cried because of him for a couple of times already.
But, I couldn’t unloved him because after all, he’s the one who brings the sunshine to my every morning.
I love him Dad. I always do and it’s crazy how I’m willing to take risks just for him.
But Dad, I want you to know that you are the BEST man ever.
I may have not written about you.
I may have not think about you everyday.
You are always in my heart.
You are always part of me; of my life.
Since the day I was born up to the day God will finally take me away from Earth, I know you are there.
You are the man and only man who will never ever leave me.
You will never even think of leaving.
I may not have told you how much you mean to me but God knows how much I care and love you.
I know, how much you care and love me too.
Thank you for being the best man in my life.
You own a big part in my heart that no other man could ever take and I won’t let them do that because it is only meant for you.
You deserve to be in that very special place in my heart.
I love you Dad.
Daughter’s letter to the best man in her life (F.P)
"It’s you. It is always going to be you.- Zeff Wolf (m.b. I’ll keep my promise, #12)
With my fucked up heart and lonely soul, I will always choose you.
I only want you between the cracks of rapture and torture,
and trust you to be the antidote or the poison, running through my veins.
Even if the world splits in half every time we part,
You are worth the pain.
I love you and nothing is ever going to change that."
Find someone who can teach you how to dream again. Someone who can clear your obscured eyes, support you with your dreams and goals in life, uplift your spirit when you feel weak, hold your hand when you think that no one loves you and be your strength for you to overcome your water-loo. Someone who can visualize what will be the next years of his/her life with you and grow old with you.
Find someone who can teach you how to fall in love again. Someone who can reinvigorate the butterflies on your stomach and make them glide again. Someone who can fill your gray-scaled world with colors and make you appreciate every little things in life. Someone who can accept your flaws, childish acts and baby-talks. Someone who can pacify you until you become okay. Someone who can make you happy and contented. Someone who can give you a smile that you will wear for a lifetime. Someone who can comply his/her promises to you. Someone who can make your life more meaningful, mornings even brighter and nights even better. And someone who can love you unconditionally and can submit his/her life to you.
Find someone who can be with you and never let go of your hand. Someone who can fight for you until the end, be with you through thick and thin, good and bad times. Someone who can be your light in your darkest night. Someone who can lean his/her shoulders for you to cry on. Someone who can hug you tight when you're afraid and be the source of your happiness. Someone who can protect you, care for you and do everything for you. Someone who can make you feel that you're the most significant being in his/her world.
Find someone who you can consider a best friend and a lover. Someone who can keep your deep dark secrets, ride on your weirdest trips and join you on your endless picture takings. Someone who you can talk and be with whenever you wanted to. Someone who you can share your favorite food with while watching your favorite movie. Someone who can stay with you until midnight talking about random things in life. Someone who can make your heart beat faster with those heart-melting stares and smiles. Someone who can make you feel younger and stop you from counting your years. Someone who can make you blush every time and make you feel important. Someone who can text and call you to remind you to eat. Someone who can text long sweet messages, serenade you every night until you fall asleep and wake you up with a phone call.
And most importantly, find someone who you can see yourself living and sharing the rest of your days, someone who you can forgive every time, someone who can have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ and make Him the center of your relationship.
I wanna have a lazy date.
A day where we get in our pajamas, get millions of pillows and blankets, buy a lot of snacks, make a castle, watch tons and tons of Disney movies, and just snuggle together. And why not, we’ll have a pillow fight too. Just a whole day, spending precious time with you… I’d do anything just to have this kind of day with you.
Me trying to express how I feel: Idk I just feel like...idk...idk man. Nvm I'm good.